For some reason, Matt and I find ourselves in drama around this time of year and I don't know what the deal is. Ever since we were dating, when January or February comes around, there is always something that happens.What was a beautiful blessing turned into a terrible day. This is probably not the place to write about it but having to go around and fix the rumor that has been spread, it's best to get it out. For some reason I have had to battle rumors my entire life, and of course the rumors have never been good. Matt and I were SUPER excited to be expecting and after 4 weeks I miscarried. Of course I was a wreck, and I called into work to tell them I was going to the doctor and I had to give a reason. Well, no one knew I was pregnant and we kept it a secret in case there were a miscarriage. Instead of talking to a manager I told a customer service rep to please tell them the situation because if I had to say I had a miscarriage one more time, I was literally going to fall apart. When I came back to work after a couple of days, I am greeted with a lovely rumor saying that I had a miscarriage due to marriage problems. First of all, why does everyone at work know I had a miscarriage....it is a personal matter that I really don't want to have to keep talking about and then add that I am having marital problems.....SERIOUSLY!!!!
Matt and I have one of the best relationships I could ever ask for. I never knew I could get along with someone so well. If we ever do argue it is seldom and over the same thing...the house not being clean enough! We have been blessed greatly and I can't believe that people would take advantage of my vulnerable state and make it scandalous.
So for those of you that read this and may have heard something, well now you have the truth. Why can't some people just leave things alone. Why do they have to create DRAMA. The stress, more so the drama, tires me more about my job than the long hours on my feet!
